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A depressing, heavy, sick, rejected, dying, bruised, and battered feeling. The heart of a young girl bursting with the weight of the cruel world around her. The world that she turned to for comfort when she needed it. No one would help her or listen to her. Her heart and soul was falling apart bit by bit and I had not done anything to help.
She felt alone, although there were people all around her. She felt as if there was no one to talk, that she had no true friends. She talked to God, the only one who seemed to understand and take the time to listen to her. More often than not, her emotions were bundled up inside. After all the sadness, she still had a glimmer of hope for her life. It has to get better, she would tell herself. She looked at me when all seemed lost and I could always see a glimmer of hope, but as I looked harder, it began to fade quickly, rapidly as if I were the only hope she had and I abandoned her. But that’s not the way it was. I tried to help her. I tried to reach out to her, but she refused. We had problems.
She knew she was young and that she didn’t know much about the world. Then again, she felt as if she have seen everything and knew the world could be cruel and heartless. We didn’t help any to make her change her mind. I know she heard us in the halls rambling on about her and how everything about her was wrong. Yes, I admit I did that, but that was before I got to know her. We gave but took so much away. In her eyes, this the beginning of the end.

Bitterness

Born In Lust, Gone In Dust.

FUCK YOU BITCH

TO PINK,
It never came to be like the perfect thing for you and me, unlike what I thought. if it was the perfect thing for u and me, u wud never have left me like this, by just stating that u never had any feelings of love towards me, ah damn :@ ! its so fuckin ironic after what I ‘ve pictured u to be. Remember our feelings were so mutual those days. But…. Fu*ck ….what did happen to that perfect romance… we created..? did it vanish into fuckin thin air ? yes yes…. Oh yes why do u deny it…? WHY? Bitch… Why do u now say tht it was not real love.. ur fuckin lies … hell.. it is indeed funny that a moment can change ur life, like how u fuckin changed ur life and broke ma heart… and its more nonsensical that u don’t want to face… what is wrong or right…? I have lost ma fucking faith that true love exist (FUCK LOVE YA)… well, u have fuckin undeniably proven to me that love wasn’t meant to be between us… u act like as if u barely knw me !!! Fuck u bitch… u never take ur damn mobile wen I call or u… give those damn bullshit excuses… WHY WHY da Fu*k u did that ??? to me… what was the fuckin reason… for u to create intentionally a deceptive love towards me?? NOW u say that u have found a “serious” love… FUCK FUCK….Which u will never doubt…. Wat da HELL was HIS magic :@.... ??? WHAT was my fucking crime…? Aaah aaah again ur ridiculous bullshit excuses “I never had any feelings for u…. I don’t actually love U GREEEN u are… SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH YOU CRAZY WHORE… :@
At the start u said that we were meant to be in each others arms.. now u fucking telling me that u never love me … hell….hell hell fuckin hell :@.... Get lost with Your So called TRUE LOVE....

ROT IN PEACE - GREEN MAN

Dont Go......

Where is my Love Where is my hope Where is my only Reason To Live

Hello Again

I'm right beside you
Yet I'm far away
I'm speechless around you
Yet there's so much to say
I'm in love with you
Yet I hate your guts
I'm totally sane
Yet I'm going nuts
I'm so fat
Yet I don't eat at all
I'm perfectly balanced
Yet I'm about to fall
I'm sure were meant for eachother
Yet you're wrong for me
I'm no longer in a cage
Yet I'm still not free
I'm so alive
Yet I feel so dead
I'm deaf to your harsh words
Yet I heard what you said
I'm perfectly happy
Yet I shed a tear
I'm a born leader
Yet I'm always in the rear
I'm brutally honest
Yet I speak only lies
I'm being myself
Yet I'm in a disguise
I'm dead silent
Yet I'm obnoxiously loud
I'm all alone
Yet I'm in a large crowd
I'm wide awake
Yet I'm dreaming of you
I'm not gonna beg to have you back
Yet there's nothing I wouldn't do

Source : Jack Rippers Blog

She...

I have flown through sky’s wide and blue
I have witnessed the sunsets cooling view
I have seen the sun light up all the shades of green
but your the closest thing to an angel, that I have seen

I have watched the water blow its waves
I have seen a rainbow form, when the clouds had blown away
I have walked through miles of flowers, but you catch my eye
cause your the most colorful flower in sight

I have been through all the mountain tops
and witnessed dozens of falling stars
but these mean nothing to me
cause your the most beautiful thing, that I have ever seen

I have search for someone like you so long and far
I have been wandering beneath the stars
but my search for love was through
the day I found you

I have seen the whole world, and all its view
but nothing can compare to the sight of you
I love all of these sights, but they have no worth
your the closest thing to an angel, on this earth